February 2010
32 posts
Today.
You’re somehow back in my life. This time I’ll make sure we won’t get separated again. I figured out that when I’m angry and happen to be driving, doing cookies in some cul-de-sac makes me feel so much better. To Save A Life the second time is still good. Meeting new Christians always makes me happy. Tomorrow is a B-day. I still like them a little more than A-days. When I...
January 2010
30 posts
SO incredibly ready to go to college.
If I could start packing right now, I would.
Two and a half more years and I’m there. GAH I wish I was a senior.
Sometimes I think we're the same person.
Watchliveoutloudwithme:
try not to cry when you watch that.
:)
if you could say one thing, to one person,...
-No matter how much you think people don't like you, I love you, and I really, really, really don't want to lose your friendship because it means so much to me : )
“I don’t care about who I am, I care about what I do.”
– I don’t remember.
I'm starting to realize how this can be possible.
I’m praying that it will be.
WHY.
Evaluation.
I guess I wouldn’t mind graduating with my class? The people who I couldn’t stand aren’t really that bad when it’s just the two of us, but once their other friends come, it’s like “Oh, ok, well nice meeting you?”
R- You are actually a really cool person, and we have a lot more in common than I thought. I guess I just don’t like your friends…...
I haven't used the word "hate" for a while.
I hate where things are going. I hate not being able to stay up late. I hate regretting. I hate. I hate how you’re being treated. I hate working with you on this. I hate realizing things I don’t want to realize. I hate.
I guess you'll just never understand.
That, or you’ll just never care.
I need to stand my ground.
Pray. Pray that things will only go up from here.
Things can get worse. But I need to trust that they won’t. I just can’t bring myself to.
A weird coincidence did not make me feel any better.
And maybe, eventually, hopefully, I’ll be able to see and feel again.
What's running through my mind.
Somehow, I really don’t like weekends. They make me miss school. I hope to see you again soon. You make me laugh. 2:15. Went to old navy yesterday. I never get anything there, but I got SPRING CLOTHES. So happy they’re finally out. I want winter to be over. Good thing its always rainy and 40 degrees. Usually when I post like this, a lot more things come to mind. Watched Pursuit of Happyness. Made...
Today.....
Me and Amber discovered that any random object laying on someone’s desk can easily become the ball used for a sport. Yesterday, we played soccer with an apple until it blew up. Today we played volleyball with a wad of string until it started to fray and Kelsey took it away from us. School is so productive.
There is a foreign exchange student at Cole...
She is Korean. Her name is Clara/Song Ju. She is now living with us for 5 months, until about May. She is very nice. Tomorrow we are going to the Library, the movie store, some Asian food stores, grocery shopping, and to look for paint for the walls of the room she is staying it. This is going to be fun :)
I've said this before,
But I guess I should just be done trying.
I’m being pushed and pushed and pushed,
so I’ll just take it and walk away.
I don’t need any of this.
I don’t want any of this.
fmylife:
Today, I was pointing out my car to my roommate. He responded with, “Oh that one with the broken window?” Turns out my car had been broken into. They took my CD player, GPS and Ipod. On top of that they left a Reese’s Fastbreak rapper and sunflower seeds on my front seat. FML
Call me a nerd. But it made me laugh that it says Reese’s Fastbreak rapper instead of wrapper.
And breathe
Just breathe.
dear-musanabera:
iamsaved:
genevieveolivia:
gdzlightningbug:
Wow, please read the below written by Brendon James and think about relationships. I know I posted a lot about relationships this past week, but really it’s something we all seek… and maybe every time we’re reminded to keep our relationships godly, it will have an effect on us.
I dunno about you, but I believe every word of what...
In the last 10 days, I've posted 6 things.
not including this.
realllllly slow…
Yesterday was the funniest A-day I've ever had.
1st period. Our teacher told the class that if anyone was going to talk, she would send us into the room next door to write and essay on the “3 rules” of the classroom. Marissa, Bronowin and I were laughing really hard in the back of the class because we were drawing pictures. So the teacher sent us into the room, basically permitting us to talk and laugh and goof off more. Good...
Small world
Me: (sitting down next to the new girl) Your name's Brandi, right?
Brandi: yeah!
5 minutes later...
Brandi: Your name sounds so familiar! Did you used to go to a different school?
Me: Yeah! I went to Cole Valley!
Brandi: OH that's why! I know a ton of people there!
Me: Really? Who do you know? And how do you know them?
Brandi: Well.. I go to church with Jaron and Rachel. And I know Joe, Keiko, Julie, Joel...
Me: OH HEY! I like those guys haha. Oh my gosh you're the Brandi Joe's dating aren't you???
Brandi: YES!
... 10 minutes later, having the conversation go on about lots of random things about the things we just talked about...
Brandi: So have you thought at all about going back?
Amber: She's not going back... haha
Me: Kind of... I was all set to go and was planning on going back next year, but I don't know if I want to anymore... I keep chaging my mind...
The rest of this conversation was all about Cole Valley, basically! And how she moved from Kuna and wants to go back probably next year. And it was very, very fun talking to her.
Dear God, thank you for letting me talk to someone unbiased about the whole switching issue! Cole Valley problem solved??? Thank you Brandi!
Que sera, sera
What will be, will be
I am a selfish person.
I watched Paranormal Activity.
It is 2:50 am
I just heard a noise downstairs, and I went to check it out.
I think I conquered that fear pretty quickly :)